6-4-08

Hi...

I was going to write in here yesterday, and I did for about 30 minutes, then I deleted everything. I was going to give my two cents as to this past weekend, then decided against it. Eric pretty much summed it up. Sure, he missed some things, but thats ok. It was 'our' weekend.

I havent been out to see my Gram. The nursing home is on lock down. They say its the flu. I know better. They dont close a nursing home to everyone for almost a week because of the flu. When they do let us back in, shes going to be pissed because we havent been in to see her. She doesnt care about the reasons why, shes still going to want to know why we havent seen her.

School is out tomorrow. They all survived another year. They didnt all pass, but they survived. Once again, my oldest daughter just doesnt get it. Why is it that kids think that life will just fall into their lap?? Why do they also think that mom is ALWAYS going to be there to bail them out of the jam they have gotten themselves into?

I have a Dr appointment today. Im not really sure whats going to happen. Im a little nervous. The thought of him sticking a needle in my back just doesnt sound good to me. I have a pain tolerance thats off the chart, but when you say 'needle and spine' in the same sentence, I freak just a little bit. ITS MY SPINE!! It has all those bones and shit wrapped around it for a reason. I have 2 hrs and 42 minutes til I meet my Dr. I think I need a drink.

We had nice rains come through here yesterday. Typically spring is in April, its waiting until June this year. Maybe we will have fall in December. That would be nice. According to the Weather Channel, we are supposed to get rain until next Wednesday. Cool. I like rain.

My dog, Kadie, doesnt like the rain. While the kids were at school, it was nice and quiet here. I was online talking to Eric, duh, and lightening hit near by. My poor little dog, jumped up on my lap and was shaking like a leaf. She was panting and sweating. It scared me a little bit. How do you calm a dog down whos scared of the rain?? Why MY dog? Needless to say, this coming week with all the rain were supposed to get, should be interesting. Thankfully the kids will be home to help calm her.

Eric is coming out here in 2 weeks, I think. My youngest wants to go to Chicago, and so does he. So, she told him to come out so we can go, and he said, OK! She said he can stay a week. Im a little scared. The last time he was here for a week, was real hard for me. I am taking into consideration Im not going to have as many people here this time, so things should go better. I will also be back at work. He gets to be mom while Im at work. lol. Wait, whats wrong with this picture? Im bringing home the 'bacon'. oh well.....

Im still riding high from our weekend trip. I miss him. I missed him before I left the state of Ohio. I cant say it enough.....We had such a great time together! Thank you, again, Eric.

I think thats about it for today. Happy Hump Day!

Peace Out....