5-25-08

Another nice day outside. Im inside, again. We had a nice little rain come through here a while ago. My dog is scared of lightening.

I had 2 Robins perched outside my window for about 45 minutes this morning. Mom and youngster. I got some photos of them. I got a pretty cool picture of my cat, Bob, as well. Of course he wanted to eat the little bird. No such luck, Bob.

My son and daughter are gone. My youngest is home with me. Avril is cranked in her bedroom.

I didnt get much sleep last night. I went to bed somewhere between 3 and 330 this morning. Part of me wasnt tired, or overly tired. The other part was thinking about stuff. Mostly Eric stuff.

Im not really sure what I was thinking. Just going over past phone conversations, instant message conversations and time he spent here conversations. Man thats a lot of talking! I didnt come to any certain conclusion with him. I didnt solve any problems. I didnt come up with anything about myself I need to change or improve, even though I do need to change or improve. I was just thinking.

Eric is a good man. I know this. He is what I want in a man. Sweet, gentle, caring, loving, passionate. Why do the little things drive me crazy? Im pretty sure that things will iron itself out. I do know that we wont always see eye to eye on everything. Who does? Theres always compromise. I think its one of those things I need to change or improve.

Talking to him this morning he told me that there are things he needs to change with himself as well. That is a decision he has to make for himself. I have long since given up trying to change somebody. Learning the hard way, I have found, it doesnt work.

What else is there?

I guess nothing.

Once again, Happy Memorial Day.

Peace Out....


(i love you, eric)